Sr. Evelyn Mattern, mystic and activist: friends mark passing of sister who led peace and justice efforts in Raleigh diocese - Appreciation - North Carolina - Obituary

National Catholic Reporter, Jan 23, 2004 by Patrick O'Neill

Just six weeks from death, Sr. Evelyn Mattern sat for an interview in the living room of her log home, which she referred to as Peace Hill, in a rural community about 20 miles north of Raleigh, N.C. The cancer discovered in her lungs had spread, her face was swollen, her voice strained.

"I think I'm really ready to die," said Mattern, who spent 32 years in the Raleigh diocese working on a range of justice and peace issues. "But I know from the experience of other people you can't always have it when you want it. I would be happy if it would be over now."

Mattern, a poet, author, mystic, activist and member of Sisters for Christian Community, died Nov. 30 at Sacred Heart Home in her native Philadelphia. Her poetry and prose were published in numerous religious magazines and journals, including NCR. She was honored Jan. 7 on what would have been her 63rd birthday

Mattern's friends gathered at United Church of Chapel Hill, N.C., for a memorial service to tell stories about the woman who was a champion of ecumenism and interfaith dialogue, and who devoted her life to working for justice and peace.

Friends joked that Mattern was better known for campaigns that ended in failure. A front-page tribute to her in The (Raleigh) News & Observer was headlined: "Triumphs lie in fights, not wins."

The first coordinator of the Raleigh diocese's Office of Peace and Justice, Mattern led campaigns to bring justice to farm workers, to stop war and nuclear arms proliferation, to pass the Equal Rights Amendment and to alleviate poverty

Yet, her work did yield fruit. Scores of people became involved in farm worker support thanks to programs established by Mattern that brought middle-class people into the state's squalid migrant camps to provide assistance.

She spoke in dozens of churches around the state about issues ranging from war to poverty, and she spent most of the 1980s as one of the state's top lobbyists in the North Carolina Legislature, pushing for the passage of bills to help the marginalized.

Just before she was diagnosed with cancer, Mattern, a nonsmoking vegetarian who looked much younger than her age, had agreed to reduce her hours as program associate at the North Carolina Council of Churches to become resident director of a monastery she cofounded with a Baptist minister and a Jewish woman.

Mattern authored two books that are frequently used in study groups. Blessed Are You: The Beatitudes and Our Survival and Why Not Become Fire? Encounters with Women Mystics.

"Evelyn was probably the most Christ-like person I've ever known," said the Rev. George Reed, executive director of the North Carolina Council of Churches. "Without trying to prepare a full legal defense of my position, let me just note her passionate commitment to justice, her righteous indignation at injustice, her faithful siding with the outcast, her belief in the way of peace, her deep spirituality, her frequent and comfortable passage from the inner journey to the outer and back again, her gentle spirit; her humility, her courage, her celebration of life, even her peace in the face of impending death."

During the interview, Mattern often gazed out the window, looking at the trees gently swaying in a soft fall breeze. Mattern's love for nature began with trees. Her niece, Jennifer Mattern Lane, said her aunt was struck by the words of Zen Master Katagrir Roshi, who used the phrase: "The silence of trees exactly."

Not sure what it meant, Mat-tern said the words stuck with her. As she prepared to leave Peace Hill for a "city setting" in Philadelphia, Mattern said, "the thing that I feel I'm giving up is the trees. I really feel that God is in these woods and in these trees and in this house because of all the people who have been here."

After she got sick, Mattern said she went from "being the busiest person in the world to being the least busy." Around the beginning of October, she stopped using her computer. Mattern said she had to make the adjustment to "almost doing nothing and being comfortable doing nothing."

Amid great physical pain, Mattern said she still felt a connection to God through her love of nature, and living in the present moment. "I have a tremendous sense of beauty and the importance of beauty at a time like this," she said. "And I would like to be able to maintain, if I can, some sense of that as long as I can. I'm very conscious of everything that's in this moment, and I don't know what the next moment is going to bring."

Mattern, who earned a doctorate in English literature and wrote her dissertation on Shakespeare, said she never asked the question, "Why me?" in reference to her illness. Through her worldwide travels, she said, she was "aware of all the suffering there is in the world; the pain people feel. Why wouldn't we have our share of it?"

Mattern, whose given name was Linda, said she was raised in an atypical Catholic family that was "really not too religious but very ethical."

Her father, Joseph, who once worked as a labor organizer, "had great respect for the working person." After graduating from Philadelphia's Little Flower Catholic High School in 1958, Mattern joined the Immaculate Heart of Mary sisters in Philadelphia where she "had a pretty strict monastic training for about seven years under temporary vows and then made final VOWS."